May 24, 2016
May 23, 2016
I am anxious, actually i am angry, livid. My soul is losing this battle.
My body is still fighting but for how long? My mind is with my body. But i need my soul ahhh, are the people of matsheni going to be evicted? How am i and my people going to live? Life is expensive for a black person?
Ahhh no! Food is expensive for a black soul, ohhh i have no soul. I am being dehumanized but the constitutional pillar which is the south African human rights commission is dehumanizing me, they told me “we can’t help you”…
We are going to surrender our souls to crime now, my mind is objecting to this, my body is rich the sun or encroaching it private position – because it is boiling.
I know i am a human, i tried living like one, the law “human right” said i am not human enough to work at the matsheni premises. I am not the “human” who must work there, i must pay rent for working that my father’s land – mind you i am from umngungundlovu district, at msunduzi municipality which has a national and global norm of a gigantic animal which is not only a companion, but a family that we can’t abandon by law we have to be poor (if the law see it optimal that we leave the black market)
and it’s a fact, the only reasonable conclusion to rid ourselves from the oppressive majors of poverty is by violating the haves.
The haves are the black working middle class or the minimum earning black race, we can’t reach to whites they are far from us, so we take from the opulent blacks around us by force, we are dehumanized so we expect no human behaviour from this unhurtung human, the means to rid ourselves of poverty are violent and vicious.
Fanon says; violence is man recreating himself, so how we re-create ourselves is displaced as andile mngxitama emphatically states. So we are not recreating if we not waging that war to whites who are dehumanizing us.. We just as Willie lynch said this (making of a slave) will refuel it self, it will regenerate it self.
We are on our own – as biko had envisaged.