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15 Responses to “crush”

1. david Says:
   May 13th, 2008 at 8:48 pm

   i think that a promise can be an eternel subject of refleCtion … but after a reflexion never forget that eternity is a dream … but how to balance beetween the fear of not realize a dream and the fear of believing in eternity … perhaps just living of a dream a like a child use try to use the fear when the dream disappear to make it living again by action in reality … and so have the ability to change a nightmare in dream like a the MAGES

   … the sentences end with a mark.

2. Stella Says:
   May 14th, 2008 at 11:48 am

   f*(k

3. david Says:
   May 15th, 2008 at 5:25 am

   … i think that we/every body should make the the volontary choice to have the fear of the nightmares to give chances to a dream to realize and having fear that a dream doesn’t realize to give chance to it to be realize
   … why not search a mean to play with the death and nightmares in poetry just to brush it with words instead of fighting against it or rationnalize or have fear of it … i think it is a mean to “understand” and to remember that the childs need not only heroes stories but songs or others to make them having a good sleep ….

   … now i d like to learn to say to the great person when they are laughing about my fears especially to those the old one that are confortably installed i’d like to say : “i think yes that i have fear because i wanna keep my childrens dream … and when we have to be an adult have the courage to see that we can make true nightmares between adults if we doesn’t make confusion between a true dream of a child and a the bad dreams of a great person.
   … because when we have to be a great person we have to make the distinction between fighting like a child and fighting like a great person … and it is true that the child doesn’t know the sens of the word fighting like he doesn’t know the sense of the words …

   … we can fight like a warrior it is not to reject but it is true that the childrens like to see the great persons fighting to feel strength they have the impression to grow and the trouble when we want to realize dream of a childrens even for the “others” it is that a children with disguise of a great person can make fear to a children and the like it has arrived to other childrens became a monster when becaming a great person … and when we are violent it can make nightmares inspite a children have not the violence of a great person …

   … we have to make a clear difference between a true children and a true great person for my personnal point of vue i think that i could make a confusion a STUFFING in my mind … but i want to make the distinction between a stuffing that is a PLATE and mind … LOUGH everybody …
   i just continue a little bit … but i swear you that i am laughing a lot when i say that take it like A VERY SPIRITUAL LAW :
   “IF WE CAN’T MAKE THE DISTINCTION BETWEEN STUFFING AND THOUGHT THEN WE CAN MAKE WE HIS THOUGHT LIKE WE MAKE WITH A PLATE … I PRECISE : EAT IT … IF THE DISTINCTION BETWEEN THE BOTH IS DONE THE A PLATE CAN HAVE A GOOD TASTE AND THE THOUGHT CAN BE CLEAR …
   wait a minute please … IT IS WITH THE THOUGHT THAT WE LOVE AND WE CAN KNOW THAT THE ABILITY OF A HUMAN TO NOT HAVING NEED OF TOO MUCH TO EAT IS GREAT … BUT IF HIS MIND COULD BECAME A STUFFING BECAUSE OF
   THE EXIGENCE OF CERTAIN KIND OF MAN OR WOMAN IT IS HARD IF HE PREFERED LOVE TO EAT …

   i will try to be less direct know because i think that i could make nightmares
   HAVE TO LEARN A NEW LANGUAGE

   HAVE A GOOD DAY

4. david Says:
   May 15th, 2008 at 5:32 am

   i think that it is easier to find a defense against pervers when aying attention to another person who can have the same trouble if their is people that have be offense by what i am saying i am sorry to have disturb you …

5. david Says:
   May 15th, 2008 at 5:18 pm

   i think that something don’t no where have hurt others things that is hard to accept for anyone but i don’t know where because it is’nt easy to see a duality and
   when somebody wan’t to be human it is improving
   i will go to sleep during several days to let the others sleep …
   cause i think everybody will be happy to have the ability to make others happy and it must be beautiful to have this ability we want to have
   like a good equilibrum between “pierrot” from Comedia dell’Arte and Promethee

   i am tired …

   see you soon

6. david Says:
   May 15th, 2008 at 5:33 pm

   david is a monster of the humanity a monster of humanity … wan’t to recover the hability to see other things that a humanity of monstruosity that me too i know today i could became … hope to became a true human against the monstruosity

   …

   i cry today … crying has a good biological property

7. david Says:
   May 16th, 2008 at 8:03 am

   just a note because i think that i have done a mistake

   in french “farce = joke and stuffing” synonimous i would to say by saying stuffing to play with words
   sorry

   i return to sleep
   and let you having good day

8. mother Says:
   May 16th, 2008 at 10:21 am

   the line between a fan and a madman seems very thin almost invisible

9. david Says:
   May 16th, 2008 at 12:53 pm

   it is interesting that you mother wrote about a madman … in french mother seems maman maman = madman - d but d is like Dieu in french the signification is “god” in english and is to like “Diable” and i think that when we lost his “maman” we have to learn how to be a little bit a “ma-d-man” = Diable because the “d” of Dieu has to be transform in upper case d->D and then a “Diable” became just a little mad man and dieu became Dieu and has no more fear of a diable in french Dieu sounds like “yeux” = eyes and then Dieu can see again Life and Death without fear to live after death but doesn’t make a confusion

   he can see the Death and turn it into Life because he prefer Life but have to oriented it and the can again see a true LOVE without fear and hope without making fear cause Love Life and Death have to live together

   have fear Love make me dying again have fear to make the mistake but i try to progressively accept the terrifying Live hope perhaps Love wan’t just be a “concept” even if abstraction is wonderful

   LOUGHING : it’s like Love could today aspirate me and make me desappear like a sorcellery …

   Sometimes i remember me the film “La Belle et la Bete” of Walt Disney “The Beauty and the Beast”

   like the eyes of “the Promise”

   don’t know who is mother but we can all say Cecilia is wonderful don’t you find
   it is like we’d like to see her just near hisself …

   but have to stay calm and return to the reality
   Love between Creators is harder i think so than in other case i think it able to find a solution need strong Creativity like religiosity but today me having see the history of humanity i say i am “athee” athee is in french from latin words “a-” = without and “thee” from Theos = God

   and Creation is like Creature and when we are a Creator or believe being it is hard to love a female Creature that is a Creative because i think that i could became no more a Creature but a toad monster = “crapaud” in french
   and i try to be strong cause i belive it the same thing for a great Creative like Cecilia and we and particularly I by responsability have to be careful

   have to stay calm

   have a good day

10. femi leadbelly Says:
    May 16th, 2008 at 12:55 pm

    is that all you can say
    MOTHER..
    surely you possess
    more verbosive
    combustion
    in your titled voice..
    ..there is no line..
    it is what it is.

11. mother Says:
    May 16th, 2008 at 1:42 pm

    yawn

12. big brother Says:
    May 16th, 2008 at 2:12 pm

    david, are you a chatbot?

13. david Says:
    May 26th, 2008 at 7:25 pm

    i don’t know if i am a chatbot but when you say “big brother” i have been the big brother of my sister she is not my soul sister

    answer tonight

14. little sister Says:
    May 26th, 2008 at 7:42 pm

    “there are times when silence has the loudest voice”

    - leroy brownlow

15. bigbrother Says:
    May 26th, 2008 at 8:26 pm

    then i say : … chuttt …. do you heard me ???

    i think that i have the need to give because (here note that i am taking myself in derision) considering the incredible number of reflection i have taken i need to inverse this sens of being and seriously let say i am bigbrother for the moment
    would you give me the permission to compose basic poetry from your pictures and painting and send it to you it is perhaps something you wouldn’t appreciate
    i have a first desire with a picture untitled “trapped” from you that evocate things to me just your eyes and its intensity of paintrice

    i rassure you it is perhaps the only thing i can do with woman today and perhaps it would be like this for the rest of my life

    i d like to offer it to little sister cause it is not only her eyes behing the grid in “trapped” but like we say in french the strength of “tracé” of its painting (”tracé” in french is the way by the wich the pencil or brush

    cause if not you this site is my only contact with person i wanna and can speak today then :

    “it is true bigbrother prefer to speak to little sister than to hisself”

    a quote of bigbrother

    and i could make the effort to be more concise than here

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