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May 10, 2012

vreemdeling

Filed under: melissa adendorff,poetry — ABRAXAS @ 11:11 pm

My vreemdeling
Jy’s sommer nou broos
Die blink-vel ketting om jou nek sit te styf vir jou om te beweeg
Maar ek lek jou letsel
En soen jou wang
En wag vir iets om te gebeur
My vreemdeling
Waar loop jy rond in die donkerte agter jou ooglede?
Waar voel jy my nou?
My vreemdeling, jou lyf is nogsteeds myne, al is jou binneste nog vas aan die tou wat jou so mooi gemerk het
As jy wakker word, sal ek jou wegneem
My vreemdeling
Jou nek moes maar gebreek het, nie net jou siel nie
Maar ek sal jou stil lippe soen tot jy versmoor

May 4, 2012

Laurie Anderson / Dream Before (for walter benjamin)

Filed under: cherry bomb,music,philosophy,poetry — ABRAXAS @ 9:44 am

Hansel and Gretel are alive and well
And they’re living in Berlin
She is a cocktail waitress
He had a part in a Fassbinder film
And they sit around at night now drinking schnapps and gin
And she says: Hansel, you’re really bringing me down
And he says: Gretel, you can really be a bitch
He says: I’ve wasted my life on our stupid legend
When my one and only love was the wicked witch.
She said: What is history?
And he said: History is an angel being blown backwards into the future
He said: History is a pile of debris
And the angel wants to go back and fix things
To repair the things that have been broken
But there is a storm blowing from Paradise
And the storm keeps blowing the angel backwards into the future
And this storm, this storm is called Progress

The Guitar by Federico García Lorca

Filed under: cherry bomb,poetry — ABRAXAS @ 5:09 am

translated by Cola Franzen

The weeping of the guitar
begins.
The goblets of dawn
are smashed.
The weeping of the guitar
begins.
Useless
to silence it.
Impossible
to silence it.
It weeps monotonously
as water weeps
as the wind weeps
over snowfields.
Impossible
to silence it.
It weeps for distant
things.
Hot southern sands
yearning for white camellias.
Weeps arrow without target
evening without morning
and the first dead bird
on the branch.
Oh, guitar!
Heart mortally wounded
by five swords.

legacy

Filed under: narike lintvelt,poetry — ABRAXAS @ 3:53 am

my ex-lover left me
among some other things
an avo tree sapling he’d nursed
from the stone
and a rescued dog that some
friend could not keep

the avo tree died
the dog didn’t

May 3, 2012

lips

Filed under: melissa adendorff,poetry — ABRAXAS @ 3:06 pm

Labia Sancta
raggedy ruins
A gentle afterthought of lips being licked
Labia Sancta
Endodermis amiss in the avulsion
revulsion
repression
redemption
a kiss
A sacred kiss on sacred lips in sacred places in the dark
Labia Sancta
the smell her sex
The smell of her blood on your upper lip, slightly sour with a hint of spit
a drip
a drop
a squelching noise
Flesh underfoot on hallowed ground
Labia Sancta
an exhalation
an exclamation
a climax
Divine
Devoted
Deflowered
Perfect
Poisonous
Shhh …

April 24, 2012

keorapetse “bra’ willie” kgositsile

Filed under: poetry — ABRAXAS @ 8:06 pm











April 18, 2012

blink

Filed under: narike lintvelt,poetry — ABRAXAS @ 6:39 pm

sometimes i think i see
a you-shaped space
under the tree
where you once
waited for me

April 13, 2012

rilke

Filed under: poetry — ABRAXAS @ 10:52 am

March 12, 2012

marike beyers reviews “we are”







this review first published in nelm news 53

March 9, 2012

Filed under: poetry,tricia warden — ABRAXAS @ 1:56 am

last night i felt so lost
i pretended i was nine
it felt right
laying in the middle of my large bed alone
staring at the limbs of trees
who were reaching up like me
into the nothing

March 8, 2012

I’M LOOKING FOR MY COUNTRY (FULL VERSION) 1988-92

Filed under: helgé janssen,poetry,politics — ABRAXAS @ 10:36 am

I’M LOOKING FOR MY COUNTRY
There is MONEY here and naïveté,
MIX the two together and you get a MANUFACTURED CULTURE
there is also rubble and puddle and there is a huddle of people
but somewhere, somewhere there is a country
take the trees don’t mind the BEES ignore the NEWS
that building gets put into a muddle the LINES get READ between
but I’m just looking for my country
the WHITE boys confuse their mission
the WHITE girls are taking it all for granted
put up a NO-ENTRY sign turn right turn left turn right turn left turn right turn left

SOMEONE screamed too loud or too late
SOMEONE chose, leaving me to pick up the pieces
the CAR LOAD shattered into a million REASONS
when the left explodes its called the ANC
when the right explodes all I see are SHARDS of Hitler and FESTERS OF IGNORANCE
and yet those that THINK get blamed for causing the CONSCIENCE to collide
but I’m just looking for my country
that man is quite SICK he looks quite healthy but on CLOSER inspection
his HEART is a sickly shade of YELLOW my PILLOW gets WET from all these tears
they years are turning into coagulation and YES your dress is a mess
but I’m just looking for my country
No no no NO NO I don’t mind what LANGUAGE you speak just speak the same language
as me if only you’d throw your tongue FAR enough all over the world

there are people with problems but the KEY the KEY has been to open the door
not shut it in his face his RACE is MIXED but that’s no sweat he’ll win the race
don’t you want to know what’s going on because
I’m just looking for my country
take the WINNERS and the losers don’t think twice we think we’ve paid the price
but it looks like they want us to pay more for their patience has been running THIN
and the drums BEAT in the distance of your HEART and you start to pay no attention
did anybody mention there was a country here looking for me?
that BLACK man over there, he should be ahead and that man over there
he’s lost his CRUTCH not much to be done I’m AFRAID to DATE nothing much
has been happening that’s gonna make me take off
although I never thought I would live to see the release of the world’s most famous
PRISONER instead I land with a SCREECH about who is killing WHO
not much building to be done today but didn’t I say that
I was looking for my country?
the WEST they say is confused with some kind of a test the rest are headed towards
some kind of a PLAGUE SCAREMONGERING in a way that would make any MONKEY
wear a SHEATH the age of COUNT the cost is upon us the NEW shall sweep away the
old even though they act so BOLD but out there somewhere is a country
WAITING for the BREAK
waiting for the INFORMATION
waiting for the NEW GENERATION

take me he she it they theirs those these them I
I’ve been waiting quite a long while now and the CLOAK gets heavier
and someone is switching off all the LIGHTS the DARKNESS
never scared me thought I have my own light tonight
TONIGHT I wish I would fall in love LOVE love love love but that GLOVE
you’re wearing is so old its COLD hey didn’t I say
there was a country here?
PRAY I’ve heard them say that we should pray but the only thing that truly preys
around here are those REAL animals we only get to see on our TV SCREENS
then someone went and blamed the lack of OZONE on an aerosol can and clean
forgot about the ATOMIC contest
I wonder who’s MONEY is invested?
This large ZOO has me tongue tired and then someone went and tied our hands
behind our backs and the TRACKS were washed away in the FLOODS
BLOOD BLOOD flows thicker than water in any COLOUR mother, mother
I’m just looking for my country
help me help me help me don’t just stand there THROW a cartwheel
place a bet or just get the hell out of here or else I’ll tell the world on you
I could go to hell for you in fact I’ll get a HARD ON for you if you’ll only just stay
and play with some kind of REAL interest not thinking about what to TAKE
but rather trying to MAKE something out of it,
this CENTRE WHICH CANNOT HOLD
like a CAMEL on the tip of an ICEBERG
like a BEAST that cannot BEAST
and WHO told you to THINK for yourself huh?
you want to be a REBEL too?

They make it THAT easy but don’t go thinking that it is THAT EASY
or how about being like one of those university lecturers who seem to think
that ANARCHISTS come in package deals?
The TRUTH is hard to come by REALITY is in short supply and just try
just try and stop them making BOMBS! Didn’t I hear them say there was a
country here looking for me?
A CONFUSION OF TONGUES and a MISCALCULATION of the weather
don’t know whether I’m going to make it through the night
where were you when I needed you
things were CHANGING in a way that was making all of us loose PATIENCE
but not anybody was needed to fill this gap which had become a VACUUM
and who lit you a CIGARETTE while others were burning down BRIDGES?
Hey man, are you alive or are you dead? Your head is probably in need of repair
care to mention why your heels DRAG so or is your new suit enough for you?
Don’t give me the same old story isn’t it time for something BOLD?
The city is the place to be but why all the BARRICADES I thought a sign of VIBRANCY
was when CONNECTIONS were being made and didn’t I hear someone say something
about a country with only ONE forty-five year old HORSE?
It’s a cry in the night for a long dark overdue with a HUE and a cry I try to keep
my head above going UNDER I wonder who else thinks like this?
I need to live with you WITHOUT the barriers
how far do you want to go now
I’m still just looking for my country
HEY COUNTRY BOY are you close enough are you BOLD enough
is there MUD in you EYE and GRIT beneath you nails?
Are you to be my guide can you take this all in your STRIDE?
Aaah but I see a head that’s been bred on a NAZI mentality and so I just can’t help
wondering what you MOTHER looks like so don’t bury your head in the SLUDGE
it gets hard to breathe when you’re six feet deep and DOING everything
you can to stay alive its after five in the morning and very little else is dawning
and someone has just asked me out but they’ve FORGOTTEN its all wrong
they just don’t know where they are heading there’s a landing somewhere
almost close by but
I’m still just looking for my country
I asked him to use his IMAGINATION and he looked at me as if I were responsible
for HIS FLAT TYRE he’s not going anywhere anyway but he needs to blame somebody
ANYBODY out there with a broader point of view who could come to my RESCUE
there’s something to be learnt from a MISTAKE but this takes the entire slice of cake
and WHO baked you an APPLE? And just what do you do with those COLOURS that
BRILLIANT in spite of the DULL THUD of your EYES?
Take away the rules and we get some IDIOTIC MALE with illusions of ADEQUACY
practising every form of MISCONCEPTION and won’t someone give me a clue
as to where I am going to find my very own PENIS?
It all depends on whose side you’re on if you are not on the one
you’re an enemy of the other and I cannot think of anything more INHOSPITABLE
but if you’re on MINE you seem unable to SPEAK
so STAND UP and get ready to SPIN if you dare
no don’t GRIN way ahead of my time they said
well that’s what its like when you’re on a LADDER that reaches for the SKY
and I would die I could just fall down ALIVE
if I don’t find this country
won’t somebody give me the LEFT OVER forms to fill in so that I can get this all right?
But do you mind, I think I’m gonna just have to help myself if only you’d keep your
SHADOW to yourself and stop passing the BUCK
it’s a long time since I last had a FUCK
but it’s all just a matter of choice which is no way of saying anything at all
but I did not say that I was trying to COMPROMISE or even meet you a THIRD
of the way its not much fun getting RUN OVER this way
the BRUISES don’t show and this WAY seems to go on forever with myths
and counter myths COUNTER spies and counter INFORMERS counter
COUNTER BEURO’S some councillors got stuck in that war time ZONE
and all of THIS is supposed to make SENSE?!!!
But I’m just looking for my country
last night feels like a year has gone by but for you TIME seems to have no meaning
so just try, just try holding our BREATH for a minute or two and you say you’re
CONFUSED and lack DIRECTION?
Well the answer would bite you were it a snake its so close
everything seems so close so close so close its almost WORTH the GAMBLE
today today I could not tell if you were a boy or a girl
but you would not let me hold your hand you STOPPED everything at your HEART
you weren’t prepared to take the risk and I, I, I, I, I tried, I tried, I tried
but still could not break through and yet you still expect me to break my BACK for you
SLAY three dragons for you but
I’m just looking for my country
and don’t ask
yes do ask all the AWKWARD questions one of them is bound to throw the FAT
into the fire there is so much BLOOD being swept under the carpet
but do not ask NO DO NOT ASK the policeman why he hasn’t got any MANNERS
as he comes barging in or BULLDOZING over or whatever it is that he likes to
call himself BIG DADDY told him manners maketh the COWARD and somewhere
along he way BIG MOMMY must have agreed oh I’ve been told that MOTHERS
rule the world but this is ridiculously INCOMPATABLE
and whose generation gap is this anyway?
And just WHAT do you do with a young BLACK BOY whose first TRAUMA trauma
was being dragged behind a police van in a DUSTBIN with a lid on it? But
I’m just looking for my country
and how are your SOCIAL SHARES standing today huh? UP or down?
Did somebody start a nasty RUMOUR about you too? That’s all they ever seem to do
around here is to talk AT each other over the ‘phone, it makes them think that they’re
alive living their lives through other people’s lives over the phone the telephone
syndrome it goes on for weeks years months and hours about other people taking risks
oh my just look at the time in just under five minutes he or she will be home
and I haven’t even slaughtered the HORSE yet and there are those that confuse
CHRIST with CHRISTIANITY and place mongering and GOSSIP with FICTION above
FACT I wonder who told them to NARROW their minds it surely wasn’t CHRIST
but I’m just looking for my country
and then he likes to play DEAD just when you think he’s coming alive
and then he hides in the CLOSET and pretends to be ALERT
who INVERTED him with a girlfriend under one collar and a SURFBOARD
under the other BOOT now they’re ready for any BEACH south of the BORDER
but his mommy likes it this was but her daddy isn’t too sure and he tries to remember
with EFFORT the passport to HETEROSEX but the ball got lost trying to decide which
way to BOUNCE an OUNCE or a pound of your FLESH will pay for yet another CRIME
which breeds PESTILENCE once there was a way but he still seems to think
that every LOVE SONG is about HIM
and yes I can see the BLOOD as it oozes from your BROW in unquenched
unsurrendered DESIRE and
I’m still looking for my country
the CAT grinned at me in that KNOWING way but I knew it knew nothing
it only seemed that way but you were taken in
you haven’t yet learnt how to tell what is REAL and what only PRETENDS to be real
you’ve always been fooled by the SHINY face you’re trying to hard to be ORDINARY
you’re beginning to DIE INSIDE you haven’t had a single thought in your head you
can call your own I enjoy my own company anyway even though this country is
INVISIBLE
in fact it’s DIVIDED and the heat is on for a NEW NATION
but the platform gets over crowded and the TRAIN just will not arrive at all being
STALLED with white hands and BLACK hearts with BLOOD on their seats and BLOOD
on the walls, BLOOD in the gullies, and BLOOD on the tracks must more BLOOD SPILL?
And then I see this hand which asks for money
but honey, honey, I just don’t have any can’t you see I’m just like you
without these clothes? I’ve had my fare share of CULTURAL TORTURE so why make a
bee line for me or is it just that I have a white skin?
So let’s get back to the end and practise what we preach or else we remain out of reach
so TEACH me TEACH me the value of being me in this land I’m trying so hard to reach.
And then somebody asked if I was BORN here and I said where? where? where?
And he repeated what he didn’t say and then this voice in the WILDERNESS asked if I
was lost and I said well NO not really I’m just sitting on the EDGE of my seat even if I
watch this film it’s still some form of FOREIGN contact the distance seems less far
are you tall enough to reach the bottom?
If the shoe fits throw it away
today today I am going to stop play if things don’t reach some form of APPARITION
and you say you want to be my friend yet when you see the PRICE you ain’t got no
GUTS so just be nice to me huh for once
I’m at the end of my tether
but that’s what its like when you are MAROONED without a saving grace and the
only thing to do has been to TRANSFORM to take an INTERNAL JOURNEY
I’m at the end of the weather
don’t know whether I am ever going to find
my country

March 7, 2012

love is…

Filed under: cherry bomb,poetry — ABRAXAS @ 10:54 am

“love is the voice under all silences, the hope which has no opposite
in fear; the strength so strong mere force is feebleness: the truth
more first than sun more last than star”
~ e.e. cummings

March 2, 2012

Medical Waste

Filed under: melissa adendorff,poetry — ABRAXAS @ 2:27 pm

Medical Waste sits without a skin as his tears eat through his face …
Macerated meat, cheek tartare drips onto digested lips as a dry tongue streaks out to catch it … Fearful of saliva.
Allergric to himself inside and out, even his bacteria flees from his eyes as they swell shut with pus and he burns as it leaks from the slits of his face.
The slits on his face … He’s a slit on the facve of the world.
A festering sphincter that prolapsed and leaked some gunk into the thoracic cavity of the universe.
Better he had never been made.
Better the crackwhore who squeezed him out of her infected self bothered to look down at what she thought she’d shat instead on losing control of her bowels with a needle in the arm and a smile on the lips that were chapped but covered with their own festive skin.
Oh look! Some bloody mass in the toilet bowl … Maybe I should flush?
But no.
The abortion lives.
Medical Waste. Medical Miracle.
Medical Mule Child.
A formaldehyde jar would calm the exposed nerves in time and being cauterised beats putrefaction …
Lovely to look at, lovely to hold, a House of Horrors memento, like the red-red lollipop in the shape of a man.
Saliva is poison.
Lollipop lacerations … A funfair way to die.

February 29, 2012

The Graceful Dead

Filed under: melissa adendorff,poetry — ABRAXAS @ 8:45 am

The state of grace in bodybags
Voodoo dolls keep the ghosts away
A danse macabre on broken toes
Meathook puppets arabesque
Decollotage draped in crime scene tape
Labia sancta swollen shut
Whirling Dirvish in a ditch
Fermented seed breeds maggot mounds
The heavenly body that heaven forfends
Anima sola, glistening, a gaping hole
Let’s pray the Rosary, shall we?

February 10, 2012

ladies and gentlemen … mr. leonard cohen

Filed under: music,poetry — ABRAXAS @ 10:28 pm

February 6, 2012

Joyce reading Finnegans Wake w/subtitles

Filed under: literature,poetry — ABRAXAS @ 10:45 am

February 5, 2012

Pluck

Filed under: melissa adendorff,poetry — ABRAXAS @ 4:58 pm

layers of my memory
layers of my skin
pull a hair out from the root and make a hole that waits for some sebaceous lymph-leak to seep in and gather dirt and block the hole with a pulse.
watch as a head starts to grow and give birth from red to white
a glowing pustule full of you
a cyst
a beating heart
your memory is my ingrown hair my endodermis your subcutaneous condom
pubic putrefaction
I scratch myself raw
I pop your head between my fingers
and grow myself back

January 10, 2012

3 new poems from genna gardini

Filed under: genna gardini,poetry — ABRAXAS @ 12:25 pm

keep reading here: http://jacana.bookslive.co.za/blog/2011/12/23/2011-sol-plaatje-european-union-poetry-award-three-poems-by-genna-gardini/

December 20, 2011

Dedicated to Prince Khaled Al- Faisal

Filed under: peter whitehead,poetry — ABRAXAS @ 9:26 am

This poem first appeared in Arab News, October 16, 1988.

One moment there is nothing there,
The next, as if out of nowhere,
There are white clouds over the Black Mountain.
You try to fix the image, like a fleeting thought,
Like a photograph, like an unexpected memory,
Because afterward there will be nothing.
How to avoid the coming, the going, the daily reminder
Of the dying away of time,
Measured by translucent shimmerings of imminent rain?
You plant a seed in the red earth of the mountain,
And watch a young tree grow,
Nurtured by the rain,
As a father plants a seed in a womb,
To defeat his own dying of time,
Nurturing the hope that a son will cultivate the land,
When he is gone.

White clouds. Black clouds.
As lightning strikes a tree on a mountain,
And kills without reason,
Before it has born all its fruit,
Once, a black

Now reproduced here : http://muse.jhu.edu/journals/framework_the_journal_of_cinema_and_media/summary/v052/52.2.whitehead11.html

December 14, 2011

Arthur Rimbaud – Drunken Morning (Morning High)

Filed under: cherry bomb,music,poetry — ABRAXAS @ 12:12 pm

Recited by Patti Smith (English translation) and Lizzy Mercier Descloux (Original French poem)

December 12, 2011

My Weeping Heart – Arthur Rimbaud

Filed under: cherry bomb,music,poetry — ABRAXAS @ 2:42 pm

December 6, 2011

sound of poetry

Filed under: free state black literature,poetry — ABRAXAS @ 1:52 pm

and i will be soft wood and you the nail (for anne sexton)

Filed under: art,cecilia,poetry — ABRAXAS @ 9:00 am

December 5, 2011

lorca: Lament for Ignacio Sanchez Meijas

Filed under: poetry,robert simon — ABRAXAS @ 1:42 pm

1. Cogida and death

At five in the afternoon.
It was exactly five in the afternoon.
A boy brought the white sheet
at five in the afternoon.
A trail of lime ready prepared
at five in the afternoon.
The rest was death, and death alone.

The wind carried away the cottonwool
at five in the afternoon.
And the oxide scattered crystal and nickel
at five in the afternoon.
Now the dove and the leopard wrestle
at five in the afternoon.
And a thigh with a desolated horn
at five in the afternoon.
The bass-string struck up
at five in the afternoon.
Arsenic bells and smoke
at five in the afternoon.
Groups of silence in the corners
at five in the afternoon.
And the bull alone with a high heart!
At five in the afternoon.
When the sweat of snow was coming
at five in the afternoon,
when the bull ring was covered with iodine
at five in the afternoon.
Death laid eggs in the wound
at five in the afternoon.
At five in the afternoon.
At five o’clock in the afternoon.

A coffin on wheels is his bed
at five in the afternoon.
Bones and flutes resound in his ears
at five in the afternoon.
Now the bull was bellowing through his forehead
at five in the afternoon.
The room was iridescent with agony
at five in the afternoon.
In the distance the gangrene now comes
at five in the afternoon.
Horn of the lily through green groins
at five in the afternoon.
The wounds were burning like suns
at five in the afternoon.
At five in the afternoon.
Ah, that fatal five in the afternoon!
It was five by all the clocks!
It was five in the shade of the afternoon!

2. The Spilled Blood

I will not see it!

Tell the moon to come,
for I do not want to see the blood
of Ignacio on the sand.

I will not see it!

The moon wide open.
Horse of still clouds,
and the grey bull ring of dreams
with willows in the barreras.

I will not see it!

Let my memory kindle!
Warm the jasmines
of such minute whiteness!

I will not see it!

The cow of the ancient world
passed her sad tongue
over a snout of blood
spilled on the sand,
and the bulls of Guisando,
partly death and partly stone,
bellowed like two centuries
sated with threading the earth.
No.
I will not see it!

Ignacio goes up the tiers
with all his death on his shoulders.
He sought for the dawn
but the dawn was no more.
He seeks for his confident profile
and the dream bewilders him
He sought for his beautiful body
and encountered his opened blood
Do not ask me to see it!
I do not want to hear it spurt
each time with less strength:
the spurt that illuminates
the tiers of seats, and spills
over the corduroy and the leather
of a thirsty multitude.
Who shouts that I should come near!
Do not ask me to see it!

His eyes did not close
when he saw the horns near,
but the terrible mothers
lifted their heads.
And across the ranches,
an air of secret voices rose,
shouting to celestial bulls,
herdsmen of pale mist.
There was no prince in Sevilla
who could compare to him,
nor sword like his sword
nor heart so true.
Like a river of lions
was his marvellous strength,
and like a marble torso
his firm drawn moderation.
The air of Andalusian Rome
gilded his head
where his smile was a spiked
of wit and intelligence.
What a great torero in the ring!
What a good peasant in the sierra!
How gentle with the sheaves!
How hard with the spurs!
How tender with the dew!
How dazzling the fiesta!
How tremendous with the final
banderillas of darkness!

But now he sleeps without end.
Now the moss and the grass
open with sure fingers
the flower of his skull.
And now his blood comes out singing;
singing along marshes and meadows,
slides on frozen horns,
faltering souls in the mist
stumbling over a thousand hoofs
like a long, dark, sad tongue,
to form a pool of agony
close to the starry Guadalquivir.
Oh, white wall of Spain!
Oh, black bull of sorrow!
Oh, hard blood of Ignacio!
Oh, nightingale of his veins!
No.
I will not see it!
No chalice can contain it,
no swallows can drink it,
no frost of light can cool it,
nor song nor deluge of white Lillie’s,
no glass can cover it with silver.
No.
I will not see it!

3. The Laid Out Body

Stone is a forehead where dreams grieve
without curving waters and frozen cypresses.
Stone is a shoulder on which to bear Time
with trees formed of tears and ribbons and planets.

I have seen grey showers move towards the waves
raising their tender riddle arms,
to avoid being caught by lying stone
which loosens their limbs without soaking their blood.

For stone gathers seed and clouds,
skeleton larks and wolves of penumbra:
but yields not sounds nor crystals nor fire,
only bull rings and bull rings and more bull rings without walls.

Now, Ignacio the well born lies on the stone.
All is finished. What is happening! Contemplate his face:
death has covered him with pale sulphur
and has place on him the head of dark Minotaur.

All is finished. The rain penetrates his mouth.
The air, as if mad, leaves his sunken chest,
and Love, soaked through with tears of snow,
warms itself on the peak of the herd.

What are they saying? A stenching silence settles down.
We are here with a body laid out which fades away,
with a pure shape which had nightingales
and we see it being filled with depth less holes.

Who creases the shroud? What he says is not true!
Nobody sings here, nobody weeps in the corner,
nobody pricks the spurs, nor terrifies the serpent.
Here I want nothing else but the round eyes
to see his body without a chance of rest.

Here I want to see those men of hard voice.
Those that break horses and dominate rivers;
those men of sonorous skeleton who sing
with a mouth full of sun and flint.

Here I want to see them. Before the stone.
Before this body with broken reins.
I want to know from them the way out
for this captain stripped down by death.

I want them to show me a lament like a river
which will have sweet mists and deep shores,
to take the body of Ignacio where it looses itself
without hearing the double planting of the bulls.

Loses itself in the round bull ring of the moon
which feigns in its youth a sad quiet bull,
loses itself in the night without song of fishes
and in the white thicket of frozen smoke.

I don’t want to cover his face with handkerchiefs
that he may get used to the death he carries.
Go, Ignacio, feel not the hot bellowing
Sleep, fly, rest, even the sea dies!

4. Absence of the Soul IV

The bull does not know you, nor the fig tree,
nor the horses, nor the ants in your own house.
The child and the afternoon do not know you
because you have dead forever.

The shoulder of the stone does not know you
nor the black silk, where you are shuttered.
Your silent memory does not know you
because you have died forever

The autumn will come with small white snails,
misty grapes and clustered hills,
but no one will look into your eyes
because you have died forever.

Because you have died for ever,
like all the dead of the earth,
like all the dead who are forgotten
in a heap of lifeless dogs.

Nobody knows you. No. But I sing of you.
For posterity I sing of your profile and grace.
Of the signal maturity of your understanding.
Of your appetite for death and the taste of its mouth.
Of the sadness of your once valiant gaiety.

It will be a long time, if ever, before there is born
an Andalusian so true, so rich in adventure.
I sing of his elegance with words that groan,
and I remember a sad breeze through the olive trees.

Lorca

[for sb]

November 30, 2011

mzansi fela festival 2011

Filed under: natalia molebatsi,poetry — ABRAXAS @ 12:36 pm


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