
I was submerged in crimson bits of flesh.
Preceded to this…
Shudders of exhausting tearing shivering convulsions of excruciating pain that rippled and shook my very soul.
He was there.
You were not.
He held me. He felt with me. He cried.
No judgement he gave. He delivered. YOURS!!!
Floods of blood. Rushing. Gushing. Dripping. Falling to the floor. Staining and straining.
He was there. Crying with me.
The loss. The gain. The growth.
She was flushing. Away. For good.
For ever.
Into a pool. A puddle.
A regret that no longer is.

Hunger carves shape. (POEM TITLE)
Subtle, dripping shock -
skin and flesh
composed yet
yearning
unfurls self from
mute, black canvas
Her appearance
a gentle
mysterious flux
of curve
and scent
trickles
naked
moist
coyly whispering growth
into hungered space…
WORDS BY: MICK RAUBENHEIMER

Inspired by my anthem of this year… a song by Tiamat called Too far gone… do yourself a favour and listen to the track. Awesomeness!
I’ve been through all of this a million times before
Seems all my demons got me knocking on hell’s door
I know it’s too late to regret what I have done
But I still love you like the morning loves the sun
Too far gone to see the light
And I will never ever leave this place alive
Too far gone to see the light
No I will never ever leave this place alive
I guess it’s fair to say that this round is on me
Caribbean blue has turned to blackest misery
I’ve put a velvet cloth on everything we’ve done
But I still love you like a bullet loves the gun
My life is over and I am stuck without hair.
I feel naked.
lost.
alone.
I look into my soul - it is black.
an empty hole.
My tears have run dry.
I feel.
Nothing.
I see.
Not ever a glimmer of hope
I am a lonely tortured soul. Stuck without hair. And alone.

we fall
we rise
we love
we compromise
we give all
for nothing
we return to ashes an emerge glowing