maybe if i changed…
My life is over and I am stuck without hair.
I feel naked.
lost.
alone.
I look into my soul - it is black.
an empty hole.
My tears have run dry.
I feel.
Nothing.
I see.
Not ever a glimmer of hope
I am a lonely tortured soul. Stuck without hair. And alone.

we fall
we rise
we love
we compromise
we give all
for nothing
we return to ashes an emerge glowing

Frozen
You only see what your eyes want to see
How can life be what you want it to be
You’re frozen
When your heart’s not open
You’re so consumed with how much you get
You waste your time with hate and regret
You’re broken
When your heart’s not open
Mmmmmm, if I could melt your heart
Mmmmmm, we’d never be apart
Mmmmmm, give yourself to me
Mmmmmm, you hold the key
Now there’s no point in placing the blame
And you should know I suffer the same
If I lose you
My heart will be broken
Love is a bird, she needs to fly
Let all the hurt inside of you die
You’re frozen
When your heart’s not open
If I could melt your heart
(lyrics by girls under glass)

In situations it sometimes feels like you are slipping from yourself. Like there is no control over your emotions and that you just cannot hold on to your own feelings anymore… slipping into blackness… being consumed by it… but in every dark there is always light… nothing NOTHING lasts forever…