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December 18, 2007

MY GHOST IN THE BUSH OF LIES

Filed under: reviews, paul wessels, literature — ABRAXAS @ 9:30 am

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AUTHOR: PAUL WESSELS
PUBLISHER: DEEP SOUTH PUBLISHING (ISBN:0-9584542-8-0)
PRICE R85,00

“This is the end, my offence, my word-bomb, disturbing the populace. My poem starts with everything and ends in nothing. I need some sort of skin. I’m all out of my own.”

My Life In The Bush Of Ghosts is the landmark African novel (by Amos Tutuola) that fused folklore with sci-fi and created a blueprint for a specific version of modernity that might be described as “ancient to the future”. But, instead of a literary parody of the classic Tutuola work, the title of Paul Wessels’ debut novel (?) My Ghost In The Bush Of Lies seems to be referring to the Brian Eno-David Byrne sonic collaboration that took its name from the Tutuola novel, and in transposing his medium of reference from the written word to the ghostly dub echoes and shimmering electronic soundscapes of the 1980 post-new wave classic, Paul Wessels has done his readers a great service.

“Dad comes into my room speaking Egyptian, which I don’t understand. He is saying that he’s come to narrate my history. I’m sitting on a bench in the city, he says, and I’m with this other guy. We light up. It’s Jean Baudrillard. Hello manno, he says. Fuckit, I say. So we get up and walk through the deserted streets. Take a short cut through the Carlton Centre. Walk up the escalators. On the landing is a beautiful woman, luminescent blue. She’s lying in a pool of water, dressed in a ballerina’s tutu. It’s cherry, says Baudrillard. Yes we’ve got to get that train, I say. So we pick her up, and carry her back to Baudrillard’s place. Walking across the fields, I try to do flips but I keep dropping Cherry, so I stop trying.”

The second difficulty concerns Paul Wessels’ use of masks. Navigating his literary masks can be exhausting and can produce a feeling of falling through his texts (the text suddenly flipping into the opposite of its apparent sense). This can occur within the pages of a single chapter, or even within a paragraph. “People who think deeply feel themselves to be comedians in their relationship with others because they have to simulate a surface in order to be understood.” These masks, or “simulated surfaces” occur throughout Wessels’ novel (?). Deep thinkers, according to Wessels, not only need and love masks, but “around every deep spirit there continually grows a mask.”

Three masks that Wessels wears while listening to himself playing My Ghost In The Book Of Lies: 1.The mask of Paulus Nomad, a providential idler, drug addict, whore, terrorist, madman, farmer, philosopher and writer. The book starts with his arrest and detention. 2. The mask of the literary critic. Nomad (or Wessels) reviews from his prison cell, three works of philosophical literature, by De Sade, Baudrillard and Nietzsche. These three reviews comprise a large chunk of the bulk of this 94 page novel (?). 3. The mask of the literary game player. The text of Wessels’ book is continually interrupted by lengthy italicised “interventions made up of the first complete sentence on page 15 of some books in my possession at various times of writing.”

Whilst wearing this third mask Wessels unfortunately falls prey to some snobbism perhaps inherent in using this technique and we are given tanatalising clues as to what sort of books were in his possession – lots of literary theory, Hegel, Kant, Raymond Quenau. These “interventions” would perhaps have worked better if the source material of the samples was less high-brow, Louis Lamour westerns for example, or Wilbur Smith.

If everything I’ve written thus far give an indication of a tough, obtuse, opaque, difficult to read text then I’ve failed miserably. Wessels’ great service to his readers is that he has brought a media savvy jouissance to South African writing, one I’ve not yet encountered elsewhere. His writing is an invitation to read quickly, to skim, its density of texture doesn’t slow the reader down but actually accelerates the pace of reading. In this sense My Ghost In The Book Of Lies is a hypertext, a mask of literature that would fit more readily on a computer screen, or a cell phone – SMS it in compact bursts to your entire mailing list, a work to be spread virally – that he has chosen to present the work as a novel (?) might turn out to be a mistake. It’s so furiously “post-modern” a work I can’t imagine many “novel” readers taking to it.

The truth is that Paulus Nomad doesn’t “go” anywhere and has absolutely nothing to say. The more he speaks the less he says. Whilst studying at Rhodes University, Grahamstown, he was forced to go into hiding for planting a word bomb. In prison he recognised chunks and phrases of theory, philosophy, prose, his own dreams. Some he did not recognise. “I suppose that’s more rubbish froom the rubbish”. What actually happens in My Ghost In The Book Of Lies is that Paul Wessels and his literary alter ego Paulus Nomad fuse. When you wear the mask of a lie for long enough it becomes the truth. “Life is political.”

Paul Wessels should not be taken seriously, that is, literally. We should spare him the indignity. he is far too important for that. He can not stop himself from believing that “every word uttered has a purpose”. And that purpose is to be unmasked! Every artist, every great artist, wants to get busted, to be revealed.

“I am deep in the bush. I am a double agent. We are under fire. My comrade in a red overall is shooting at us. He does not know that I am here. The bullets zip past my head. My cover is blown. They see through my eyes and see how I deliberately fire off-target, and now force me to take straight aim before firing. DO I GET OUT OF THE BUSH ALIVE, NOW THAT MY COVER IS BLOWN?”

The concept of My Ghost In The Bush Of Lies is to cut through the ossified notions of culture that belong to the analogue period.
We’re in the digital future now and our literature should reflect that, our cinema should reflect that. Paul Wessels’ book is a model of this new digital awareness that is medium specific in an entirely novel(?) way.

Aryan Kaganof

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July 27, 2007

A THOUSAND DEMONS RELEASED

Filed under: anton krueger, paul wessels, literature — ABRAXAS @ 11:22 pm

My Ghost in the Bush of Lies by Paul Wessels (deep south publishing) (Some sort of Skin)

Reviewed by Anton R. Krueger, Phd student in playwriting and lecturer at the University of Pretoria

“I need some sort of skin. I’m all out of my own.”
South Africa’s hardcore poet of the outer edges of despair has produced an unstoppable, genre-defying assault on the senses. He has covered his soul in an explosion of texts, in a multitude of meanings. Paul Wessels has become legion, he has released a thousand demons.

Every word is precise, and each page has been honed down to the barest essentials, and yet the language still seems excessive. Sentences slip and spill off the page. Here are dreams, and pornographic letters; book reviews and e-mails from his mother. Here are orgies and theatre and trials in a court of law. Here are the dark themes of a white South African unconscious – the farm, the border. Here is war and sex and philosophy. We encounter new perspectives on de Sade, Baudrillard, JM Coetzee and Deleuze & Guattari. Nietzsche is everywhere. Occasionally the moon wrestles itself free of clouds and the author’s beautiful, cold poetry shines through.

Inside this dark dream we encounter a plethora of Pauls – from the Road to Damascus to Valery to Paulus Nomad to Wessels. It seems to be a kind of “factless autobiography” (to redefine Pessoa’s term), in that it reveals Wessels as a diffuse collection of warring texts, which makes a mockery of any desire for the coherence and unity of identity. We could not get any closer to Wessels, nor any further away. In permitting this savage explosion, these fractured revelations, the author has also obliterated himself. Now we know everything and nothing. He has become the purest conduit of the messages which flow through him.

BLOOD WESSELS

Filed under: anton krueger, paul wessels, literature — ABRAXAS @ 11:20 pm

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By Chris Buchanan

“I’m not a poet”, says Paul Wessels while perusing the review in Wordstock of his book My Ghost in the Bush of Lies.
The said review opens with the sentence: “South Africa’s hardcore poet of the outer edges of despair” which does not impress Paul in the least, but he hasn’t read the entire review so we continue chatting over espresso and cigarettes.
Paul and Robert Berold are the guys behind Deep South Publishers which grew from a distribution company in 1996 into publishers of largely poetry by authors such as Seitlhamo Motsapi, Ari Sitas, Angifi Dladla, Joan Metelerkamp, Khulile Nxumalo, Nadine Botha and Lesego Rampolokeng.
This is the fifth incarnation of Ghost and, through the guidance of a good editor, has become a story that is more expressionistic than narrative-driven and has been re-arranged to create more of a sense of continuity.
“It’s easy to get intoxicated by the sound of your own voice and a good editor can make your life profoundly easier,” Paul says of Robert who edited the book. The sequel is already three-quarters of the way to fruition and should be a reality toward the end of the year.
Paul studied a BA in Grahamstown and left for Cape Town where he has been editing, writing and dabbling in sweetmagazine.co.za, Donga and New Coin — all hotbeds of contemporary South African literature and critical writing.
He believes that most poetry is too flat and too much of a veneer. The poets have the performance capacity, but no content.
“It’s a matter of knowing when to shut up and lay your ego to rest.”
There’s nothing worse for this writer than to spend hard-earned money on a book of poetry only to be disappointed by the content.
“I’ve tried not to be constricted to a particular view or perspective in my book and given the reader
an enormous amount of space to interpret the content.”
Paul will return next year to Grahamstown and pursue a masters in politics which he understands will take him away from writing purely because it’s an intensive course and will leave him little time for anything else.
His political awareness started at varsity with Nusas (National Union of South African Students) and the End Conscription Campaign (ECC) in the eighties. Nusas, he felt, were a bunch of hardcore, objectionable, left, fascists; whereas ECC were a more anarchist contingent and their politics spoke on an everyday level within realms of expression.
This guy is no liberal lefty who needed to satisfy his conscience by belonging to as many organisations as was possible: he is profoundly aware of politics and in fact puts the subject to rest right there.
We continue to read the review of his book by PhD student Anton R Krueger, for whom he was beginning to show some initial contempt. “Fuck, these last three sentences are perfect. This review gets ten out of ten. It’s exactly right!” And Mr Krueger was exonerated for his initial cock-up.
More cigarettes and we talk about the festival and the dance in particular, which Paul feels he’s connected with in its similarity to what he’s been trying to achieve. “You’re left to your own devices in the interpretation of the work so different people can take different things away from the performance without being told in the blurb what you should be feeling.”
So I will end with a quote from Ghost which I think sums up a writer who is obviously comfortable in his genre, in his personal space and in his articulation of himself.
“The vomit of poetry: who returns, recoils. Who recoils, returns to echolalia, the saddest word in the world. Still this ache of release, the only violence is relief’s explosion.”

July 25, 2007

eighteen holes of dark

Filed under: paul wessels, poetry — ABRAXAS @ 12:18 am

today’s been so hot
unable to think
straight or otherwise
taken up the habit again
succumbing to that
heaviness
of limbs like so
much meat
got a light?
got a minute?
think I’ll just
cup your hands
shield the flame
hell’s a place others
leave you

July 24, 2007

eighteen holes of dark

Filed under: paul wessels, poetry — ABRAXAS @ 8:56 am

you keep asking but
i don’t know what
the matter is. maybe
i should ask you
what it is you
keep seeing
the matter
and keep asking
what it is
it’s the matter
that’s wrong. that’s all.
it’s just the matter.

July 23, 2007

eighteen holes of dark

Filed under: paul wessels, poetry — ABRAXAS @ 9:41 am

another game of patience
in this hotel bar
where that cockroach ran from us
thinking we would kill it
maybe next time I will
go out into this world a cockroach
return still searching
for something to say
outside the sea’s grey
like the rocks sand sky air

July 21, 2007

eighteen holes of dark

Filed under: paul wessels, poetry — ABRAXAS @ 10:19 am

the sun is my shadow
reversed illumination
marks my time
a word beats the passage:
uncomfortableness
interminably me

July 20, 2007

eighteen holes of dark

Filed under: paul wessels, poetry — ABRAXAS @ 10:09 am

Spent half the day reading Virilio
Spent half reading Lunch & Cervenka
Tried to hit the mosquito with my jet of piss
Now lying on my bed waiting
for Prep to stop my pink legs stinging

July 19, 2007

eighteen holes of dark

Filed under: paul wessels, poetry — ABRAXAS @ 9:44 am

my tormentor stands
blocking the
madness
my false-self-he
the i-call-myself
my true-self-me
mocking
mocking
beckoning
come
come
the child is willing

July 18, 2007

eighteen holes of dark

Filed under: paul wessels, poetry — ABRAXAS @ 10:00 am

in this
melancholic
disconsolate
frame
of mind
my hand
reaches out
grasping at nothing
at all

July 17, 2007

eighteen holes of dark

Filed under: paul wessels, poetry — ABRAXAS @ 9:20 am

A well springs up dry and
deep without a truth to fathom and
ripples on the surface threatening you
a vacuum flooding its banks

July 16, 2007

eighteen holes of dark

Filed under: paul wessels, poetry — ABRAXAS @ 9:51 am

Man falls to the pavement a block
from where Yeoville becomes Bellevue East
dull thud of his head
hitting the concrete
face bloodied from before
mert running across the street
for his order of
“a big one, please”
my eyes straight
away
excluded in community
just a boy ashamed of his father sprawled
out on the pavement

July 15, 2007

eighteen holes of dark

Filed under: paul wessels, poetry — ABRAXAS @ 12:08 pm

It never rains much in the Eastern Cape
and December is an indication of worse things to come
she wore a grey pvc rain coat with hood
tightly fastened to her body
throwing one of her grocery bags a few feet ahead of her
she kicks it further out as soon as she reaches it
white puffy face of determination and
Onlookers shout
Old lady don’t do that
my gran said she must’ve been tired

July 13, 2007

eighteen holes of dark

Filed under: paul wessels, poetry — ABRAXAS @ 9:44 am

squeeze
my eyes tight
asleep
I swear
and way down
in my fear of
losing you
the curtains
shut
the door
closed
I don’t sleep
as it rains
I fear the
indulgence of your
fucking beating drowning
me to sleep
if I listen too hard
will you call my bluff
and stop?

July 12, 2007

eighteen holes of dark

Filed under: paul wessels — ABRAXAS @ 12:28 am

I notice him once he’s blocked my path. This beautiful old man crew-cut angular face pock-marked skin thick lips – Charles Bukowski wearing clothes psychotic in their obstinate singularity. From out of nowhere: “Captain!” he bellows, salutes me. At attention his precision of appearance demands attention. “Hello,” I say. He knuckles under, graceful yet ingratiating. Asks for a cigarette. We light up. Savour the strong French tobacco. Shared narcosis. “Captain!” he bellows again. Salutes me. “Tell me a joke before you leave, tell me a joke before you leave, tell me a joke before you leave, tell me a joke before you leave, tell me a joke before you leave tell me a joke before you leave, tell me a joke before you leave, tell me a joke before you leave, tell me a joke before you leave.”

July 11, 2007

eighteen holes of dark

Filed under: paul wessels, poetry — ABRAXAS @ 10:25 am

I scream at you to meet my challenge
it is my hand, but the knife is diabolical
absence in response to my silence
my challenge goes unmet
my arm thrusts up and plunges down
you jump out of harms way, but too soon
you realise that I would never hurt you,
as I hack open my skin
break my ribs apart
plunge the knife and my free hand into my
chest grabbing hold of the pumping organ
severing the arteries
cutting slicing ripping
till it throbs once in my hand
and today is just another dream days betray
another day dreams betray

July 9, 2007

eighteen holes of dark

Filed under: paul wessels — ABRAXAS @ 11:58 pm

She said: “There’s this cigarette lying in the ashtray he’s staring at, so I said, You can finish it if you like.” So I reached out at exactly the same moment she did, only I was quick enough to grab the lighter instead. She continued: “How’s this. We’re in bed and he knows I sleep naked out of preference and out of some sort of sexual expectation. And he’s always all over me saying things like, You shouldn’t tempt me like this – like I’m responsible for his feelings! He always says, You know, I love talking, just talking to you, but sometimes I wish that we’d got nothing left to say, and you’d just fuck me. Sadness is sweeter in safety than sorrow”

eighteen holes of dark

Filed under: paul wessels, poetry — ABRAXAS @ 2:30 pm

the line
connection
holding
engagement
sounds of the ocean
causes without effect
a relation essential invaluable
“at once / the tease / of possibility” – (holgar czukay)
stranger to myself and
stranger still to others
a surfer gliding
timing the closing roll of danger
crashing at his heels

July 8, 2007

eighteen holes of dark

Filed under: paul wessels, poetry — ABRAXAS @ 1:01 am

i am beside myself
mismatched
now i know what i like
is a strain
i’m straining
exhausted
the heightening
of my senses
provides no pleasure
as the sense is naturally heightened
so
stimulants induce
terror
not awe
and i am still alone
no
i am alone now
all-one
tranquillity
as a demarcated
space in
terror
i
must get back
space deteriorates over time
i need consummate time
i need the horizon
to get back in

July 7, 2007

eighteen holes of dark

Filed under: paul wessels, poetry — ABRAXAS @ 10:16 am

an alien
observing
watching
absorbing
learning
to lead
a life in the spaces
left by the debris
whose presence
I’ve managed
to excrete or expel

July 6, 2007

eighteen holes of dark

Filed under: paul wessels — ABRAXAS @ 1:35 pm

In manhood, where despair
turns to vengeance
destruction
sets in
place obscenity
w/a vengeance
of vengeance
coursing through
not only veins
and
headaches, but this
boyhood still
so low over
your dim
pummelling
eyes
behind me.

July 5, 2007

eighteen holes of dark

Filed under: paul wessels, poetry — ABRAXAS @ 4:22 am

In boyhood, where love
turns to destruction
despair
sets in
place vengeance
w/a vengeance
of obscenity
coursing through
not only veins
and
headaches, but this
manhood still
so low over
my dim
pummelling
eyes
behind you.

July 4, 2007

eighteen holes of dark

Filed under: paul wessels, poetry — ABRAXAS @ 10:38 am

I wonder the past present
so strongly if you’d ever
read this it being dark
and us hiding in the bunker
I don’t know why
but there was meat and
meat and meat and people
and a back door I was
weary of
banana jaffles
and the presence of a girl
who may be now or then
I don’t know which
but it was Christmas
and your father had
to attend and there was
meat and meat and meat
and a golf course
with eighteen holes of dark

July 3, 2007

eighteen holes of dark

Filed under: paul wessels, poetry — ABRAXAS @ 12:09 pm

that is precisely what we
spoke of over tea and beer
transference of literature and
loss of self
or rather
you spoke through and besides
maybe in spite of
your pain
making my helplessness
your face of desolation

July 2, 2007

eighteen holes of dark

Filed under: paul wessels, poetry — ABRAXAS @ 11:40 am

I hoard my thoughts
like unread books too dear
for my
unlawful
carnal
knowledge

the elusive present a step a head
reality beckoning but never surrendering the
true love
her
intransigence
suggests

with four more letters
fuck this shit this
i’m-in-communication
reflexing recoiling regurgitating
not brilliance of creation but
syndicated
horror
in
thought

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